I force open doors and make things happen in my own strength, the end result is a constant strain on me and a drain on my resources. Starting something on my own and in my own timing, means I am going to have to finish it and maintain it in my own strength. Life then becomes a constant struggle. Nearly all the joy, peace, and victory dwindle from my existence. That is not a place of contentment and satisfaction - This is the sad truth - when I push hard enough, and when I am so stubborn that I must have things my way, You will sometimes allow me to have it at the wrong time, without Your blessing. On the contary, when I allow You to start something, You will finish it for me. You provide everything I need.